隐忧

三年的隐忧，今天终于舒缓了。一直为某个人担忧，今天隐约得知他有了新的方向，也总算可以告诉自己，是时候放下了。

是真的舒缓了吗，还是自己骗自己？也许，无意中，我已失去了一个知己。

辞职

辞职这件事，大概很多人都知道了吧！在连上班都还没正式，就把公司给裁了。理由很简单，因为不合理的工作时间，而要我们牺牲上课的机会，再加上还要我们教小学生的补习班。当然还有很多不能明言的理由，但那些都已经不重要了。是那间公司把大学生当傻瓜，还是老板想滥用大学实习生的制度？我想，两个都是。他们说，他们请大学生已经有十年的历史了，这十年来还不曾有人埋怨，这还真让人生气。就让他们看看今天的大学生吧，别认为大学生都是书呆子。

这一年的一切计划，又得从新策划了。真的很累人。

Holiday

Finally it's time to have holiday. Today I've got all the free time in the world, but my wallet was left with only 5 dollars. Emergency call back to home, and of course, family is still the best place when there is nothing to fall back on.

Went to settle some medals and certificates problem, and then straight down to Plaza Singapura to look for working clothes. Sadly to say, the price for the shirts here are way too expensive especially if I were to convert back to Malaysia Ringgit, so after about one hour of lazing around, I headed down to Bugis where there are more departmental stores and where there is the famous Bugis Village. Search through the whole departmental store, can't seem to find any good blouse, and there left the only choice. Finally managed to find one store that sells office wear after two hours of searching, and got two shirts for thirty-six bucks, and the quality is amazing.

Going to take part in a dance competition this weekend, not sure why I am not having the nervous feeling even though it's our first standard ballroom competition (have been taking part in latin ballroom for the one and a half year). Got all my costumes and makeup ready, it's just a a matter of enjoying the dance now. I guess we have that trained long ago, can't say we are good at it though.

生气

今天头疼了一整天。因为早上被逼起床得太早，后来睡了整个早上，也无法让头疼消失。其中的理由，真的很不想说，只有两个字：生气。

本来打算复习一整个下午，却因为生气，而耽误了好久好久。。。

总是觉得

心很疼。

叹气

不知道是不是选错了科系，怎么感觉上自己不太喜欢？这个星期比任何一个星期都还要忙，功课限期与考试都在这个星期，大学的教授也真是的。。。

Urticaria

Feel so tired ever since the semester has started. My skin problem is still around as well...

Didn't feel like posting anything for the past few months. Perhaps I should update more regularly about what's happening recently.

Till next one.

Three-month-holiday

Apparently today is the second day of school after a three months holiday. It's obvious that I have not been updating my blog. Guess I will do a short one now about how I spent my three months hols.

For the first and second month I have been preparing for dance competitions in June and July. Every week I dance about four or five times, depending on our schedule. Also, I was preparing my tuition students for their exams, there comes the hectic tuition timetable. Our results for the June competition Stardust was good. We did not do as well for the July competition though, but it was still within our expectation.

For the one month left, Mark and I went to Sydney for the Dark Moon Faire as well as for holidays for ten days. Visited my dear friend Chareli of course, and can't give enough compliment for the great host. Met Jor How as well, and found out that his girlfriend is doing the same course as him, which is also the same as Mark and I. Sydney is a fabulous place for holiday, I miss the hot chocolate and rib steaks and sweet corn as well as the cold weather. We went to the Blue Mountains, and the view was picturesque.

I went back home too, visiting my brother who are staying in hostel now and went to Wong Kok Restaurant at Sunway Pyramid for a total of four times in a week. That's a record. Rested at home, and met an old friend before he flies to the UK. He will be studying his Master degree there, and when he finishes his Masters, I will just be completing my junior year.

School has started slowly these two days, and I guess I will be busy as soon as this Friday after we have a five hour lab.

Let's work hard for the new semester.